YO everybodaaayy! OMG I am so tired! I work three days straights and then get a break but oh man those three days take a lot out of me. Yet, somehow every thursday I am one notch less exhausted than last thursday. I’m pretty sure its because consciously I decided to stop letting people or things bug me and just focus on my own groove, and then subconsciously – thankfully – that was stuck in my head for the following month. I think it takes getting completely knocked down physically and emotionally by the work you are doing and the energies you are taking to make you realize it doesn’t have to be that way. You can control your energy levels, we always have the power to change them. Yet, somehow we get swept away by the outside world. There’s too much going on out there for our poor brains and emotionally charged selves to handle and interpret. Once we are concretely aware of this, we should shift and we shut off reception to certain areas of our life. We only have so much energy, and we need to focus it on our own inner life path, not our day job! I genuinely believe that 70% of our attention should be geared towards our long term goals and our dreams, and 30% should be – yes I know its not much – towards our day job. Because even while we are doing our day job, we just need to do what needs to be done, and apart from that there should be free time and energy spent on working towards a bigger goal, something that you really want for yourself. How are you going to get to the next level if you aren’t putting your spiritual and emotional self in the position to receive it?
Also, this approach, basically of being absent minded enough towards your day job to scrape by (but involved in your inner world so you can manifest your dreams), gives you time to grow, and time to build a strong foundation. Patience is key with big dreams, as they take work, and most times years of it before you get to that place that really feels like where you wanted to be. So as I’m saying this, I also acknowledge that while envisioning this dream life is important, enjoying and accepting the journey is key. Deep deep deep DEEP works needs to be done to accept where you are, have compassion for yourself there, before you will energetically be “allowed” by the universe/ thrust forward by it to move towards your dream life. I don’t know why, but the universe doesn’t do many miracles for avoidant people – shadow work sucks but is key too. I recommend listening to self-compassion meditations.
BUT anyway, the main focus of this is just to conserve your energy. I am struggling with it so much and am making turtle -pace progress. But at least its something. Honestly a few days I have worked hard and been able to still have lots of energy at the end – more on this later hopefully of how I did it. Maybe it was because I dropped all the bullshit niceties of society that I so often fall for.
You can be positive and full of fairy dust and flowy, while at the same time not overextending yourself, worrying about others, or feeling the need to be so polite.
Thank-you so much for reading!!! SENDING LOVE AND PEACE AND FREEDOM
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